It's been a while since I felt fully engaged in my relationship. I'm not sure where we stand or if we're moving. All I see is stress and anger. At what point though, do you say, "Enough is enough."? When do you decide that you've given it all that you're willing to give and it's just never going to be any better.

A few nights ago I used her vehicle to bring home a treadmill, completely forgot to put the seats back up so when she went to take the kids to school this morning they were still down and I woke this morning to a door slamming, her stomping across the house, our bedroom door flying open and slamming against the wall and her screaming at me that I must have fucked it up because she can't get the seats back up. To which I reply (sleepily) they don't latch down, just lift them up. Then she storms out, slams two doors and takes my car to drop off the kids. When I go to work, my electronics in the car are all on and the battery is barely able to start the damn thing.

I guess the biggest problem is that it has become the norm. All the yelling and door slamming and bickering is becoming more prevalent than the peaceful home that I crave. Maybe it's me and maybe it's not but either way, I can't continue doing this, the stress headaches and constant tension are raising my blood pressure and making my life unbearable. I don't know what else to do. I don't know where else to turn. I don't know how to proceed. It just seems like such a waste to flush 7 years with a woman that gets me so perfectly, well, she used to anyway.