God Bless America!

So we went to lunch yesterday, the first time we have eaten away from home in quite some time, and to my surprise the restaurant we chose had 3 cocks on the wall. They were just hangin there, all kinds of out in the open n shit. Talk about ruin lunch. LOL I hate staring at chickens while I'm tryin to eat red meat.
We have been staying at her parents house the last few nights to look after the place and take care of the dogs n such. Her father is a tinkerer. I freakin love that. I love to stare around at the awesomeness that surrounds the place. That man is freakin awesome! He can weld like a pro and has a creative streak a mile wide! I think him and I will get along just fine. :)
I seem to be slowly losing some weight. 18 pounds so far. Really the only thing that changed was, well, moving in w my gf and I don't spend near the amount of time on the computer as I used to. I would like to spend a little more time on the computer but I would rather spend that time with her and the children. The other thing that changed was this: I used to eat until I was full, now I eat till I'm not hungry. Sometimes, I will say, I can't stop eating but most of the time I do pretty ok, I guess.
I'm sure you read in her blog the whole singing thing, right? So now that song is her son's fav song to listen to while we drive. Don't get me wrong, I freakin love that song, but ok... Enough is enough. 3 times in a 20 min drive is going a little overboard. For now it's quite alright, but this has got to slow down or I'm gonna lose my MIND! LOL.
For those of you that are weak of mind or fraile of heart and don't like the mushy stuff, ya best stop readin now. Yesterday she was wearin this low cut button up shirt, GRRR... It seriously took the restraint of a thousand monks not to jump her. It was so tempting me. Then she looks at me with that 'come and get me' smile, I damn near threw her on her desk and... Well, I need not elaborate. You get the point. She is turning me into a crazed maniac. I got a severe case of tickleishness the other night, it was so bad that even the blankets were making me giggle. I have never been tickleish, EVER... And now all a sudden, BAM! And I'm a fkn maniacle laughing machine! It's very strange.
We were talking today at lunch about various things, I came to a conclusion tho... It seems, no matter what she is doing, I wanna just grab her and make her hold me. I never want to let her go. You know when you see the photo's in the portrait studio and the family pictures always look like the perfect family... That is the best way I can describe how I see us. It seems so perfect and things seem to fit so well. I am in awe. How can it seem that fate hates me for so long then, in what seems like a loophole in the system, I'm handed this beautiful woman to share my life with. I whored myself out to lady luck and she came thru for me. This only happens in the USA. God bless america!