I'm a DADDY!

K... before anyone freaks out, know this: We are NOT pregnant! (yet :)) BUT! Trons boy is starting to call ME Dad! I FREAKING LOVE IT! I have tried and TRIED, and God knows that I have beat my head against a wall endlessly some days, to be a better father to him than he has known prior to me. I firmly believe that being a Daddy is a frame of mind that most men cannot or just don't want to grasp. I love both those kids (almost) as much as my own. ;) They have grown on me and I even miss them when, like tonight, they are in bed and not runnin around. Don't missunderstand me I love my quiet time too. And do I even need to mention that I love their mother too... Yeah... I thought that had been covered.
OMFG! Speaking of which... I got home today at 5pm, I immediately noticed that there was banana bread on the counter and chicken salad in the fridge... it took me a sec to notice that the dishes were mostly done, and when I went to 'drain the main vein' I noticed that the bathroom was cleaned and organized as well. Talk about freak me out. For a sec I thought maybe I went into the neighbors house instead my own and thought, "Why did my garage door opener work, and why are my wife's clothes on the floor of the NEIGHBORS HOUSE?!" Not really, but I was shocked out of my ever-lovin mind! It was awesome! She is at work until fkn 11pm and that really SUCKS! We have opposite shifts for a little while. But we both make good money doing it so it kinda makes it worth it, but not really when you consider that we really don't see each other that much. I really hope for the best regarding both of our jobs, but I know she doesn't like hers too much. I love mine but the people can be a little... uh... er... well, I guess there really isn't a nice way to say this, they can be very mormon. The standard mormon, seemingly hippocritical and irritatingly irrational. To my mormon friends please don't take that wrong, I'm not trying to insult you or say bad things about you, I'm sure you see the same things that I have seen.
Anywho... It is late and I have been trying to get to bed at a decent time. Leaving the house at 7am to be to work a FREAKIN hour later really sucks and I have to be up at 6am. So, I'm off ta bed.
To those who never call me... I'll go ahead and leave names out of this, because YOU know who YOU are... CALL once in a while! DAMN!
Sorry for such a short post but as you can imagine, I am kinda sleepy... write ya all later.