I have been telling you for months that I would like to get to bed a little earlier and I can count on one hand the number of times that I have gotten more than 7.5 hours of sleep on a weekday. It sucks and my opinion apparently means shit. It wasn’t always like this but lately it’s gotten A LOT worse.
This morning you were arguing with me about every fkn thing I say. EVERY FKN THING! Let it go. Don’t fkn sit there and argue with me about it. GAWD! It seems that you are constantly telling me what to do and how to do it. Like last night I called Directv and talked to them about disconnecting then getting a new DVR that responds well, all you could say was that I need to call them back and tell them this and that. You never acknowledge that I MAY fkn know something or may have done something right. You didn't call them, I did. I don't think you have a whole lot of room to be telling me what to do if you're not willing to do it.
Maybe, Just fkn MAYBE, I'm not a fkn retard! I don't know how many times I've told you that you make me feel stupid. When you argue with me over every fkn thing and tell me what to do, like you're my mother, it pisses me off! I don't need or want another mother, I have two and that's plenty! You make me feel like I can't do anything right, and when I feel like that I will do my best do not do ANYTHING, just so I don't do it wrong. Then you bitch at me for 'making' you cook dinner all week.
Something else that makes me irritated is when I feel like I HAVE to do something. I will avoid doing it just because I feel like I have to. I don't do obligation well, I've told you that before. When you say, "Why should I have to put the garbage out" Well... You contribute to it too?! HELLO! Just because I 'always' do it, doesn't mean that it should be that way. I expect that when I'm working around the house, that you work too. I'm not asking for a whole lot because I do alot of sittin around too. But when I'm busting my ass for your dinner, I expect that you will be in there with me cleaning up or working with the kids to do homework or something. I'm not sure if you have been lately because I have been doing my best to ignore what you do so I don't get pissed off about you sitting on the damn computer.
When you sit on your ass and watch tv then whine to me about the dvr not working properly, that irritates me. Here's why: I can't do anything about the way that the dvr works. I tried to tell you how to chang the priority of the scheduled recordings but you wouldn't have it. Then after interupting me you continued to get pissed off about it. You know what, You missed a show! BIG FKN DEAL! Get over it. Quit acting childish and whining when you don't get your way. It's absurd.
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