Another four pounds gone and I noticed this morning that my other chin is slowly decreasing. Yup, good news! Now if I could get this damn weight off... Only 35 more pounds to lose. I hope it gets easier! Cuz this road is bullshit man! They all told me that I would feel better if I lose weight... And I do, sorta... Just not the way I expected to feel better, you know, more energy or stamina or lust for life... Nope, not here. Just looking better. Maybe the other symptoms will present after a few more pounds... Who knows? And till then fk it! I am feeling great about the way I look and thats enough to keep me going. At least for now. So another day spent lost in pondering.