LOL, So there is no reason to recap the nights events... if you keep up with the links on my page you will already know what happened. I will say that it was very strange not to have the all too familiar feeling that I must get back to my computer or suffer irreparable damage. Very strange. I will also say that I too enjoyed my quality time with her. It has been many many moons since I last held the hand of a woman. It is one of those very simple pleasures that I had not given thought to until it happened. Just like sitting on the couch with my arm around her, it was all too comfortable. What else I think is strange... She has this way, that is seemingly coy, yet very innocent, that just makes me wanna touch her. ALL THE DAMN TIME! I am about to take handcuffs with me when I go over there so I can restrain myself... uh... on second thought that may be a bad idea, cuz they may end up on the wrong hands! LOL. yeah... No handcuffs.
I now know that she is not perfect, which is a good thing because now I can believe that she is real. I am really not bothered by her 'imperfection' and took the news much better than I would have anticipated. I think there is a mutual trust that has or is developing between us. I trust her and trust that her past will not be repeated. I'm really okay with her. Even thru her mistakes.
I noticed one other thing tonight that never really grabbed my attention. She has hazel eyes. No, really, I noticed that before but what I didn't notice was that when the lights are dim and she has that beautiful smile on her face, her eyes dance. It's magical. There was twice when I'm pretty sure I sounded like a dumbass, because I totally was too busy staring at her that I didn't even hear what she was saying... I'm such a moron sometimes... And I'm sure I said something that was totally fkn retarded and did NOT follow the conversation, but she didn't seem to notice. Or maybe she did and was being very polite. I dunno. But I felt pretty damn dumb.
Can I just also say that her cooking reminds me of mom w's cooking. OH! *slurp* YUMMY! YUM-AY! So, I get home.. hehehe I can't even type this without laughing... so I get home and I just sit in my chair for two hours. hahaha. and I'm just breathing deep and keeping my eyes closed.... hehehe, cuz I totally smell like her. I am such a tard. This aroma will have to wear off before I will shower, I swear it! Oh, and this shirt... yeah, it is SOOO coming to bed with me tonight. OMG! I totally sound like a stalker. OY! So uh yeah... it's 6am, and I must go to bed. by buy bye.
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