Whatev.

Sometimes I wonder what life really has to offer... The answer to that question is Love. Love of humanity love for someone else and love of self. Sometimes I wonder if there is something I am missing. I have found love. Not that I lost it, because there was always the love for my children. I thought that I had known love before but there was so much to love that I never even considered; a connection beyond the physical intimacy of a relationship. I sometimes have to think that love is more than the visible things. But there is a love that can be seen in the eyes of your lover; a love so profound that I cannot even begin to explain it. You know that sparkle that people often claim someone has when they're in love, it's kinda like that sparkle when you can look into someones eye's and just know that, to them, you are the best thing in the entire world. It's almost a sense of worship, I feel like Budda when I look into her eyes. I feel like a God of sorts. All powerful and all knowing. I am not, but the feeling is incredible. What's even more strange is that I see her in the same light. She is amazing and very independant yet at the same time gives me the feeling that she needs me, like I need her. Every time I look at her she is more sexy and provoking than the day before, and when she gives me a passing glance it sends fire thru my body and sparks my mind, thoughts I had given up on, hope is returning, that I had also given up on.

Enough with that tho, just an update I have decided to move in with her so we are now living together. I love it!

She thinks she needs me. - Andy Griggs
She thinks I walk on water, She thinks I hung the moon
She tells me every morning, "They just don't make men like you"
She thinks I got it together, Swears I'm tough as nails
But I don't have the heart to tell her, She don't know me that well
She don't know how much I need her, She don't know I'd fall apart
Without her kiss, without her touch, Without her faithful loving arms
She don't know it's all about her, She don't know I can't live without her
She's my world, she's my everything, She thinks she needs me
Sometimes she cries on my shoulder, When she's lyin' next to me
She don't know that when I hold her, She's really holding me, holding me