Ode to Old Friends...

So I am at work today... Like most days really, just doing my thing. I get this email from Brendon... A friend from high school. Can I just say WTF?? I haven't even thought about this group of guys in 10 years and all of a sudden he's emailing me! HOLY SHIT! It was the kewlest feeling ever! So... I emailed him back. You know the standard stuff... how's life, whassup? hope everything is good. Send. Next thing I know the phone is ringing and it's HIM! Talk about shocked! It was so good to do a little catching up! I had completely forgotten about alot of the things he talked about. It was such a freakin good time. We talked for only a few minutes before work called and I had to get back at it but WOW! and He had a pic of me from years past... Check this out. NO SHIT this is me 10 fkn years ago. Damn I was a hansom bitch back then! LOL ;)



And of course you all remember my ex-girlfriend. It was partly this guy and partly one other that made the group I was in so much fun. Seriously, there was never a dull day. It was all I could do to keep up. And now... 10 years later, my income has more than doubled and I have 5 beautiful children and a girlfriend/wife that keeps me fat and happy... well at least happy. :)
I remember the days so vividly now. And yet it seems that my life is somehow suppose to be like this. Faint recolections of years past and more focus on the future than ever before. Still, I yearn to remember more and want to bring back the good qualities that I once possessed. But alas I am who I am because of much trial and error. It has been a tough road and many tears have been shed. I cannot think of myself in a better place. I have a wonderful woman by my side that supports me and thinks the world of me (boy have I got her fooled, eh! LOL J/K). I could ask for more but I would be at a loss without her.
As I think back to the car I used to drive and the fun I had, I wouldn't trade it for anything. I am hoping that I can continue to move on and become a great person. When I grow up I want people to think of me as the bestest friend in the whole wide web, er... world that is. I want to be someone that people are better for having known and wouldn't trade me for anyone.
Don't get me wrong I love all of my friends dearly and wouldn't trade any of them for anyone else! Yes even you.
Loves ~B