Wednesday, February 09, 2005

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Say anything, just give me a sign. Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay. Just give me a sign. I feel like my life is just one huge contradiction; I love you, I hate you. I want you to stay, go the hell home. Yes, no. Please, don't. I feel like I am giving people mixed signals, get to know me, come closer, enter my realm, but not too close, you don't need to know that, go back to your own existence. Talk to me, but know when to shut up. Don't be stupid. Don't preach to me, I don't care. Don't call me honey or sweetheart, I'm not, and certainly not yours. Don't FKN tell me what I should do or think, you don't fkn know me. I don't even know me, it's impossible that you would. I just really wish that it could be as easy as a magic wand that could fix everything and just waive it over me. Make it all better.
I went to format my hard drive and reinstall Windows XP.... but I don't have my disc's... I lent them to a friend that took them to Boise. I didn't remember that until I went to put the disc in and by that time I was already being retarded.OMFG! This sucks so badly. I want to do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Lay me in a coffin where I can rest peacefully for the rest of eternity. I would be okay with that.

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Kinipeli said...

SMILE
SMILE, THOUGH YOUR HEART IS ACHING.
SMILE, EVEN THOUGH IT'S BREAKING.
THOUGH THERE ARE CLOUDS IN THE SKY, YOU GET BY...
IF YOU SMILE THROUGH YOUR FEARS AND SORROWS.
SMILE AND MAYVE TOMORROW.
YOU'LL SEE THE SUN COME SHINING THROUGH.
IF YOU JUST LIFHT UP YOUR FACE WITH GLADNESS.
HIDE EVERY TRACE OF SADNESS.
ALTHOUGH A TEAR MAY BE EVER, EVER SO NEAR.
THAT'S THE TIME YOU MUST KEEP ON TRYING.
SMILE, WHAT'S THE USE IN CRYING?
YOU'LL FIND LIFE IS STILL WORTHWHILE.
IF YOU JUST SMILE, COME ON AND SMILE.