Well, I decided to give her some "time alone" and she has not attempted to contact me tonight. She knows my personal email, work email, cell phone number, chat screen name (I was online all night), and she knows where I live. Okay for hellz sake, what does it take. Here's my plan. I'm gonna wait to contact her until she contacts me, if that means I don't talk to her for several days... I guess that's how it is. Sucks but I think that will be the best way to see if she is trying to avoid me. FUCK! Am I being paranoid.... Shit. I am so distraught right now... What was it, "deprived of sound judgment?" damn it, did I say I'm not big into dating?
oh hell
maybe I should just let this whole fucking thing go. I get so frustrated with "dating games." Again, I feel this drastic of a move is very premature (ew, there I go again with that word). If this works out, I would go to the ends of the earth for this woman. She has had a hard enough life and it's high time she got treated like the princess she is. Although there may be someone out there who can do a better job than I, I would love to try my heart out.
I guess all I'm saying is that I really hate mind games. Especially ones I don't understand!
oh hell
maybe I should just let this whole fucking thing go. I get so frustrated with "dating games." Again, I feel this drastic of a move is very premature (ew, there I go again with that word). If this works out, I would go to the ends of the earth for this woman. She has had a hard enough life and it's high time she got treated like the princess she is. Although there may be someone out there who can do a better job than I, I would love to try my heart out.
I guess all I'm saying is that I really hate mind games. Especially ones I don't understand!
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