Monday, March 28, 2005

God, this post is for you.

You know, better than anyone, that she has made a difference on this earth, we need her here. Please don't take her. GOD, I BEG YOU. Take me instead. Her daughter needs her mommy. Just take me. The pain of death pales in comparison to the pain I have right now. There is so much more good she can do here. Allow her the glory of raising her daughter and being the mother that she wants, and needs to be. Don't take that from her. Don't take her from all the people that love her. It can not be her time yet. Please. I am begging you. What lesson do you want to teach me by allowing me to get so close to her and then tearing her from my grasp. Please give her the breath of life that you have shown so many times. I am asking for a miracle. You know me, God, I don't do that. I do not ask for things that are not important. Her life is important to countless people. And to the most important, her daughter. Do not do this to her. She deserves a mother, and who better to be that person than the one you chose. She is the perfect mother for her only daughter. God, if you won't take me, give me the pain she is going thru right now, allow me to shoulder that, at least. She does not deserve to die, and she certainly does not deserve the pain.

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