Sometimes I really have to wonder if procrastination is a good thing, because, they say that Time is Money, and Money is the root of all evil. Therefore if you waste time, you are becoming further from the evil and closer to God. I procrastinate because it's part of my religion.
So, I played pool with Jane, it was awesome, we played 6 games and talked ALOT! I also found out that she has a competant knowledge of computers. It was refreshing to converse with a whoman regarding the technilogical industry. The more time I spend with her, the more time I want to spend with her. It's very strange to me. I have so much that I want to do when I'm alone and I love my alone time. It gives me time to read and make webpages and play games on the computer and such. I have a really hard time deciding which I value more. I want both damnit! I want someone that will be there when I want and leave me alone when I don't want to be bothered. Is that too much to ask? That is why I need a woman over 30. Let her do her own thing and "we" do our thing, and give me time to be alone. The only problem that I see is gonna be the balance of both. I realize of course that it will be a give/give situation and I will not always get the time I want or think that I deserve, but it is a matter of sharing my time with 'her' and allowing her to feel like she is not being abandoned. I am good at that. I can spend time with her and keep a balance of computer time. Perhaps 1 or 2 hours with her and 3 or 4 hours on the computer each night. Yeah, I will still end up doing shopping with her and cooking and household cleaning and stuff, but there is a balance, and I just have to find a whoman that will balance that with me instead of against me.
Yeah, enough of that.... I have a new theory that Albert Einstein put best when he said, "There are two things that are infinite; the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not certain about the universe." How true it is. Appearantly psycotic minds think alike.
So, I played pool with Jane, it was awesome, we played 6 games and talked ALOT! I also found out that she has a competant knowledge of computers. It was refreshing to converse with a whoman regarding the technilogical industry. The more time I spend with her, the more time I want to spend with her. It's very strange to me. I have so much that I want to do when I'm alone and I love my alone time. It gives me time to read and make webpages and play games on the computer and such. I have a really hard time deciding which I value more. I want both damnit! I want someone that will be there when I want and leave me alone when I don't want to be bothered. Is that too much to ask? That is why I need a woman over 30. Let her do her own thing and "we" do our thing, and give me time to be alone. The only problem that I see is gonna be the balance of both. I realize of course that it will be a give/give situation and I will not always get the time I want or think that I deserve, but it is a matter of sharing my time with 'her' and allowing her to feel like she is not being abandoned. I am good at that. I can spend time with her and keep a balance of computer time. Perhaps 1 or 2 hours with her and 3 or 4 hours on the computer each night. Yeah, I will still end up doing shopping with her and cooking and household cleaning and stuff, but there is a balance, and I just have to find a whoman that will balance that with me instead of against me.
Yeah, enough of that.... I have a new theory that Albert Einstein put best when he said, "There are two things that are infinite; the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not certain about the universe." How true it is. Appearantly psycotic minds think alike.
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