Do you ever get the idea by looking at someone that you can kinda tell where they work? I do. I hate it. It is one more of those judgmental things that I do and can't stand. I think it is wrong to judge a person at all, even by how they dress or talk or look. Judging should be left to the courts and the almighty. There is a person sitting behind me that now works here, DUH. And by the look of her, I was thinking, The Bon or Dillards, and come to find out... Her previous job was at JC Penney. Holy Crap! I really need to quit this shit. It may not be harmful but it is certainly degrading (most of the time). I should just leave it with, she looks elegant. But NO! I have to say to myself, she looks elegant, like the employees of ... Why must I do this? Does it make me shallow?
AND OMG! I got a call today from Jane (as referenced in an earlier post available at "that link" on the left). When the phone rang, I was expecting a call from my friend Tongitong Song and when I looked at the caller ID, all I could say was "holy shit" then I opened my phone and that was all that came out, "holy shit" and she started to laugh. It has been so long since I have heard that laugh and the smile in her voice. Oh I've been longing for that for so long. I want her. Now to find out why.... Because it is important to me now, to analyze everything. Do I want her solely for companionship or friendship or because I'm lonely. This is what I have to find out. We will see how pool goes on Tuesday and I'll blog with any news between now and then also. I just want to be able to spot the needs before hand as well as the roles played and try to make my next relationship equitable and fair for both parties and for the greater good of all concerned. It is time that I start looking at life with a more open outlook and see the bigger picture. I have spent far to long focusing on myself and what I want and "need" from life and relationships. I keep missing things, huge voluptuous signs, the almighty telling me that I'm fuckin off and need to get my shit together. When will I learn? That was completely rhetorical question, do NOT answer that. So, I want to learn more and do more and in order to do that, I must open my eyes and see more. Tunnel vision sucks ass! It's like a viral infection. MEDICAL ALERT: Symptoms can include; ignorance, swelling of ones head, and lack of blood flow to the eyes resulting in oversights of things you are looking directly at or things that are blunt obvious. It has also been known to cause mass ignorance and natural stupidity. People who have tunnel vision have also reported severe depression and loss of taste for mountain dew. Many cases of separation or divorce and lack of interest in life has also been attributed to tunnel vision. If you notice any of these symptoms DO NOT call a doctor, they cannot help you, instead seek immediate chiropractic care and a good massage. Please also be aware of the sister to tunnel vision called el-ton vision. There have been reports of rapid weight gain and lack of ambition. Severe drops in sexual appeal and the need for a butler have also been related to this atrocious disease. Research shows that you can greatly reduce your chances of contracting tunnel vision by avoiding diet coke and contact with people who may be infected with diet coke. There are also many herbal remedies and medications, none have been approved by the FDA for consumption. If you already have tunnel vision you might as well go get a massage cuz ain't nothing helping you until you relax and start looking at things VERY differently. It's all in your head or heads if your schitzo too.
AND OMG! I got a call today from Jane (as referenced in an earlier post available at "that link" on the left). When the phone rang, I was expecting a call from my friend Tongitong Song and when I looked at the caller ID, all I could say was "holy shit" then I opened my phone and that was all that came out, "holy shit" and she started to laugh. It has been so long since I have heard that laugh and the smile in her voice. Oh I've been longing for that for so long. I want her. Now to find out why.... Because it is important to me now, to analyze everything. Do I want her solely for companionship or friendship or because I'm lonely. This is what I have to find out. We will see how pool goes on Tuesday and I'll blog with any news between now and then also. I just want to be able to spot the needs before hand as well as the roles played and try to make my next relationship equitable and fair for both parties and for the greater good of all concerned. It is time that I start looking at life with a more open outlook and see the bigger picture. I have spent far to long focusing on myself and what I want and "need" from life and relationships. I keep missing things, huge voluptuous signs, the almighty telling me that I'm fuckin off and need to get my shit together. When will I learn? That was completely rhetorical question, do NOT answer that. So, I want to learn more and do more and in order to do that, I must open my eyes and see more. Tunnel vision sucks ass! It's like a viral infection. MEDICAL ALERT: Symptoms can include; ignorance, swelling of ones head, and lack of blood flow to the eyes resulting in oversights of things you are looking directly at or things that are blunt obvious. It has also been known to cause mass ignorance and natural stupidity. People who have tunnel vision have also reported severe depression and loss of taste for mountain dew. Many cases of separation or divorce and lack of interest in life has also been attributed to tunnel vision. If you notice any of these symptoms DO NOT call a doctor, they cannot help you, instead seek immediate chiropractic care and a good massage. Please also be aware of the sister to tunnel vision called el-ton vision. There have been reports of rapid weight gain and lack of ambition. Severe drops in sexual appeal and the need for a butler have also been related to this atrocious disease. Research shows that you can greatly reduce your chances of contracting tunnel vision by avoiding diet coke and contact with people who may be infected with diet coke. There are also many herbal remedies and medications, none have been approved by the FDA for consumption. If you already have tunnel vision you might as well go get a massage cuz ain't nothing helping you until you relax and start looking at things VERY differently. It's all in your head or heads if your schitzo too.
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